Day 2 ... Feb 10, 2012 ...

Early as december 2011, I am planning to lose weight, take a an anti-obesity pill, and enrol to an aerobics class just getting ready to be pregnant again... I even googled some articles on fertility... I was not able to do things as planned. Maybe i am not ready to lose weight... I just can't.

When I woke up, a little bit early than usual, I remembered what my hubby told me the night before. I took a PT kit from the drawer and headed to the bathroom to get a sample of my morning mid stream pee. I followed the instruction at the back of my PT kit and after a few second it unveiled the result... My eyes were closed when i took the PT kit on my hand and i slowly opened my eyesto see the result. I do not expect anything... If it negative then its one of those days again... But when i opened my eyes I saw 2 lines... An indication of a positive result. I don't know how to react at that point... I can't believed that i am pregnant again after 2 years... So, I decided to have another test after 30 minutes and the result is still the same... Two pregnancy test show positive results... I am pregnant again! When my hubby woke up, i told him that his hunch was true... That i am pregnant again... His face went blank... I can't decipher his reaction... I know he is not ready... He just said that i should have a check up as soon as possible...

Day 1... Feb. 9, 2012...

Hubby and I have this ritual before going to sleep we had a short talk of what happened the whole day. Out of nowhere, he said that he thinks i am pregnant so I better take a home PT... I ignored it because it never came into my mind that i will be pregnant again at my age of 36. Well, the topic of being pregnant was ignored and was replaced by other topic... Then we went to sleep...